"physically present but mentally absent"

oh my gosh!..last week, that was a very embarrassing moment for me...i was so depressed at that time during our class because of the big problem i encountered that time...my mind was out of town...out of the topic of what ma'am have discussed to us. I was not supposed to attend the class but i can't afford to be absent but unfortunately my concentration was not in our discussion but on how i can solve with my problem...(family problem) and i was really shocked when ma'am called my name for the clarification about our assignment on what was all about...my heart was trembling..i don't know what to say at that time...i realized how embarrassing it is when you put into the situation that the people surround you are laughing out of your mistake...I didn't know how to handle my emotion and how could i face my classmates.On the other hand, there were things i learned from that unforgettable moment of mine...it realizes me that when your are in the classroom you need to concentrate and listen to the teacher of what she is talking about because it is also a matter of respect...aside from that i know that for all the students in the classroom there was a purpose why i am the one who was chosen to recite but not emotionally feeling well maybe because to enlighten my mind that for every problem there's a solution and i should not be able to bring it with our class so that everything's gonna be fine in spite of what is happening.Well, i know that it was part of my life that sometimes i need to face and accept criticisms and mistakes because from that mistake i can gained insights and learned lot of lessons that's why instead of feeling discourage to myself i will give more best with my studies and never give up!..I know that God is always there for me and everything happens with a purpose...GODBLESS!!!